likes: dark content, writing, anime, editing, monsters, dark academia, erotica, anthropology, culinary arts, mythology, rarepairs, poly ships, dead dove, music, art, rollerblading, sushi, angst, hurt/no comfort, traumatized anime characters, orange carbonated water, indie music

dislikes: chronically online users, useless discourse, twitter users/hj, white people, south park, country music, “dark humor”, the boyz, anti-recovery people, endo systems, DA/IRLS (like actually get away from me), c.o.d, gatekeepers—I am an avid hater of many things and people at this point

before you follow: i write dark content, mature themes, reclaim slurs, write what i want, make kys jokes, am blunt, dry texter, and pot head. most of my longer stories deal with darker topics as i have been through those situations, and this is my way of coping with the trauma. i also mirror behaviors a lot, so if it looks like i’m copying your mannerisms/behavior, it’s not intentional and i am working on it; i randomly disappear at times

do not interact: fake claimers, anti-dark content, my ex-friends/stalkers, abuse apologists, fakes mental disorders, dreamsmp fans, the basic dni, yy fans, -15 (unless current moots), you believe “narc/borderline abuse” exists, think narcissists = abuser, white people (some of y’all are on thin fucking ice), thinks blackwashing = whitewashing

why do you write dark content: dark content allows me to vent about my feelings and acknowledge the trauma i experienced as a child. it allows me to become expressive and i can see how it effected me—how it still effects me to this day as a young adult. most of my darker stories come from personal experiences and while they may seem romantic, they are just how i felt while the trauma was happening.

why the certain pairings: while i am not a pro/comshipper, i do use certain problematic/toxic pairings to showcase my trauma and the unfortunate dynamic i had to experience. i wouldn’t want to make an abusive dynamic with a canonly legal/healthy pairing, which is why i default to other pairings to avoid making my favorite pairings a future trigger for myself.